Category Archives: my thoughts/poems

Today’s thought. Topic – how to cope with loneliness?

Think about this topic; what are your thoughts. ”In an ideal world we would all respect each other. When I give respect to what goes on in my own mind..the miracle is I see everything in the world differently. I begin to see that I know nothing about others, but I do know that I want peace of mind more than anything else and if I let go of my expectations of others then I have peace.
~Eileen Dielese

So Simple

There is someone you can help

Someone who needs you

Give that person hope

Strength,  courage,  hope and

Even one as simple as just needing somebody to love them!

why is there so much hurt in the world today?  We all have been through some kind of hurt.   People see someone who is different, that is all people can see that someone is different, it doesn’t matter if it’s little different;  so what does it really matter how different we are .  Does it? People make fun of others who are different;  why?  Difference is what makes us special .  Everyone of us is special.

A Hero

Who is a hero?

Is a hero someone who fights for freedom or can heroes also be the person who gives their life up to help others?   Being a hero means more than going to war; though it is a big sacrifice to leave the life you to go somewhere with not knowing if you will get the life you once had. Someone who has always put others first is whom I would think of a hero as well.

Relationships can make the difference.

Life is nothing if you have nobody to share with.   No-matter if the relationship is just a close friend, any kind of relationship is important!  We all need to have someone who we can let anything out knowing that person will never let you down.  When life really has you down having that friendship can help just to have someone to get you thought it.

Some people who have depression just need to feel loved and supported. Having a friend that they know they can always turn to who will be there to talk anytime.

Everlasting friendship.

Whether it’s by accident or it was fate,

this friend becomes real and truly a gift.

Friendship that could change us,

a friendship that can go through challenges,

long distance but still have a strong friendship.

Nothing has changed!

Nothing could could come between us!

The Law of Attraction/ The Secret

“Your life is in your hands. No matter where you are now, no matter
what has happened in your life, you can begin to consciously choose your thoughts, and you can change your life. There is no such thing as a hopeless situation. Every single circumstance of
your life can change!” – The Secret”

what love should be?

I think of you day and night. All my dreams are about you. All my fantasies are about you. You are in all my love poems and all my love songs. I feel you in every love story I read. I can never stop loving you and no situation in my life can stop me from loving you. If I get a billion dollars I would build a dream house for you and me. If I get to go on a tour around the world I would take you with me to fall in love with you in every nook and corner of the world.. If I could have a superpower I would time freeze the moment when you kiss me. If I get to time travel I would take you with me in my past lives and fall in love with you all over again. AND even if I die I will be born again to love you all over again…. Aarti Khurana” 

Don’t we all wish that this kind of love wasn’t so hard to find? I am thinking about this as we should have this kind of love and support for everybody in our lives.

Hi Everyone,  as you know I have started a group for live a life of love within yourself; I’m hoping that the group will let my followers feel comfortable about talking to me and or other people who in this group.     If you don’t feel comfortable, you can send me a facebook message.   I really would love to get my idea of helping people thought depression or even people who just need someone to talk to.  I know this might sound kind of crazy;  but this is my dream to help those in this world who feel alone,  worthless,  hopeless and unloved.   This is my mission,  I want to give back hope and I want to show everyone that love is everything.


Do something now that will make the person you’ll be tomorrow proud to have been the person you are today. -unknown

Just a quick post;  I am working on a facebook group for me to better help others.   So if you are on facebook please look up the group and let me know what you think!   Thanks.

”Nobody has a perfect life. Everybody has their own problems. Some people just know how to deal with it in a better way.”

Life is not perfect but it is mostly about how you look at it that could help you get through some of the hardest days!   The way you view life can help you get through anything.   Think about what you have and anthers are fighting to get their next meal,.  There are many things that we can be thankful for each day even if the day is hard!

Time charges everything,  no-matter if it’s good or hard to deal with .  But if you have love things does not seem as bad it is what helps the hard times easier to handle.   We all have those times where nothing seems to go right;  for some of us it’s easier than others.  That doesn’t mean everyone of us needs to have someone who can give us love and comfort when we need it the most.

Life is  meant to be shared with those you love.

, ”I offer you peace. I offer you love. I offer you friendship. I see your beauty. I hear your need. I feel your feelings. My wisdom flows from the Highest Source. I salute that Source in you. Let us work together for unity and love.

~ Gandhi”

If you own and accept who you are, even if it’s a different version than yesterday, other people will accept you too. -Kate Northrup

“Disability is not a brave struggle or ‘courage in the face of adversity.’ Disability is an art. It’s an ingenious way to live.”
– Neil Marcus’

I have Cerebral palsy; ”Cerebral palsy is a term which encompasses a set of neurological conditions that cause physical disability in human development – they affect the brain and nervous system. The word cerebral refers to the area in the brain that is affected, while palsy means complete or partial muscle paralysis, frequently accompanied by loss of sensation and uncontrollable body movements or tremors. Cerebral means related to the brain or cerebrum. Cerebrum is a Latin word meaning “brain; top of the head, skull”. In the English language the cerebrum is the anterior (front) portion of the brain consisting of two hemispheres; it is the dominant part of the brain in humans.”   I don’t let CP control my life, I am a so called normal life.  I have been through a lot in my life and to those times I have a life of my own,  this is why I want to write to try to help others!

Thought for this Sunday.

You can’t really begin to appreciate life until it has knocked you down a few times. You can’t really begin to appreciate love until your heart has been broken. And you can’t really begin to appreciate happiness until you’ve known sadness. Once you’ve walked through the valley, the view at the mountaintop is breathtaking. ~Susan Gale.

My special friend

In my life there are so many people who have made an impact in my life.  This one person who I have been so lucky to get to call her my special friend  Knowing her;  when she reads this she is going to get me for this but I wanted to do something special for her.   She is the kind of person that will be there by my side for anything if she could;  you know when you meet someone and you just know that you are meant to be friends!   I don’t know how or how we got to be so close friends but I know this I’m never letting her go!  She gave me this book named “footprints”, after we heard a song called “footprints in the sand”. On days I’m down or just when I need to get my mind off things I read it. The footprints poem is one of my favorites.. Here it is; “One night I dreamed a dream. I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to me and one to my Lord. When the last scene of my life shot before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand and to my surprise I notices that many times along the path of my life there was only one set of footprints. I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life. This always bothered me and I questioned the Lord about my dilemma. ‘Lord, you told me when I decided to follow You. You would walk and talk with me all the way. But I’m aware that during the most troublesome times of my life there is only one set of footprints. I just don’t understand why, when I needed You most You leave me’ He whispered ‘my precious child, I love you and will never leave you never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you’.”

Having hope

Some days can be hard

what do you when life does not go as you had hoped?

Do you know who to talk to when life is not going your way?

You can also write out your feelings

Don’t keep them in.

Hope is knowing that you are not alone

You have the support that you need.



I would like to tell you my story. At six months old I was diagnosed with Cerebral Palsy. The doctor informed my parents about a special “home” that could take care of me. I probably would never recognize anybody, talk or even hold my head… they were to concentrate on my two teenage brothers. But my family did not follow his advice. They worked with me, fussed over my simple achievements and encouraged me never to give up. My brothers showed me off with pride…Yes, there are many things that I will never be able to do. My speech is not always clear, my arms tend to have a mind of their own and yes, Life can be hard but if you give it your best you will be surprised with what you may achieve. Everybody is different! Even people without disabilities can’t do everything. So, I look for what I am good at and make the best of it.I guess it is easier to just use the disability as an excuse and not to try to achieve. But that is not how to LIVE LIFE, that is to just exist. I don’t expect to be treated differently. Actually I DON’T WANT to be treated differently. I had to fight for the right to be allowed to attend regular classes. Why? I do not think with my legs! But when I went on stage to get my “real” high school diploma all those months of struggle became history.Even though I have a disability it often makes it hard to do things on my own my friends and family help me understand that I can do anything I set my mind to, including my faith . My faith in god has always helped me realize that I am normal although I talk funny. When I have a day where my body tends to have a mind of its own moving fast I like to think of it as dance moves that come natural . People with disabilities deserve to be allowed to achieve their best like anybody else, whatever that might be. But… like everybody else they must earn rights and respect! Do not give up. Look for the rainbow after every storm! Make the best of your LIFE!

I hoping to show people who are disabled that they anything.


”Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing. -Mother Teresa”. I wish there were ways to help everyone that I meet; you can’t work through no-matter how much you think you have moved on. People grief differently, we need to have somebody to talk to. But I have learned that sometimes you just give someone a smile and the love will make help more than anything else.


”No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted. -Aesop”
Kindness is important!  Today we don’t think about this; to help someone who is in need; all you need to do is let them know that you are there for them whenever.   And also that they are loved.

Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts?
Love can be hard sometimes, but most of the time
Love is one of thing that can get through the hardest times.
This life can get so busy
but let’s remember to always show loved ones;
how much they are loved!

Life is full of differences,  everyone is created difficulty!  Then why are we all afraid of differences.   I have a disability which I didn’t care that I am different.   I know it’s not always easy to be the one always left out because people don’t think we all have that in common; but if people could see that we are all different , it would make life so much easier if we don’t understand that being is amazing.  So how can we all work together?

Bringing both topics together.

”Disability is the consequence of an impairment that may be physical, cognitive, mental, sensory, emotional, developmental, or some combination of these. A disability may be present from birth, or occur during a person’s lifetime.”  You might be wondering how I can talk about these two very different topics in one blog.  Well I think that depression is also a kind of disability;  there are so many different kinds that we realized it sometimes. We all have some kind of disability;  we need people around us who can support and love us the way we are.  Life of today wants us to believe that being different is bad as if something is wrong with you.   Have you ever thought about what being different means to you or maybe even to everyone ?  Does it mean having a disability or that you think differently from your friends?   Well here is what I think about disabilities if we are different from each other and having a disability means being disabled then doesn’t that mean we all have some kind of disability!

Ms. Wheelchair American

This weekend I was in Long Beach, California, for Ms. Wheelchair American 2015.  It’s a comparison to get women in wheelchairs to that do amazing things even though other people may think that just because people use wheelchairs that they can not have a normal life; they are in chairs does not mean that they can’t have a great life,  Well it was more for other people that don’t see a disability as normal.   This comparison is not about how they look it’s more about what they do.  Imagine you were able to walk and do everything in your daily life without needing help.   Having the doctor says that you can’t walk again for some of the woman,  that is what they went through that;  but now they did the Ms. Wheelchair pageant.   It was my second time to be apart of this amazing event;  the first time I went as Ms. Wheelchair Colorado 2010.  Let me just say that week was the best week,  to have a week where they are people who going through the same things as you felt awesome.   I learned so much about myself too.  Now I am the coordinator for Ms. Wheelchair Colorado;  this organization is so amazing.   I know I’m a depression writer;  now I am going to be writing about both topics,  they do both need are important to me.

What is Love?

Love in never changing

Love is everything

Love is sadness

Love is happiest

Love is always around you

Love might not always be felt,

But it’s everywhere we go!


this is so true!

”’Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored. You could tell them anything and they would never judge you. This person is your soul mate, your best friend. Don’t ever let them go.”

”Love is never lost. If not reciprocated it will flow back and soften and purify the heart. -Washington Irving”

This is so true love is not something that you can ever lose no-matter if someone moves away!   Everything can change but love is the one thing that never changes!

All you will ever need!

This life is meant to be with others,  supporting,  loving and more.   We all want and need to have the feeling of being loved so much that nothing else matters!   Do you have that feeling?     Family is not only the people who have same name as you, family can also be the people who you are close to.   We were made to need to have love in our lives.  Happiness comes from love and knowing that you have all you need!  Think of your best friends;  what do they to let you know that if you need them,  they are going to be there for you?   How can you not say that is happiness!

Overcome the hard times! 

What or who makes you happy?
Is it what you do?

Is it a place your home?

Your family and friends?
Are they always there when you need comfort?
Do you have a great place where you can go to have some time for yourself?
How do you get to your happy place,  is it by writing or talking to a loved one?

Do let sadness get you find your own way to overcome the hard times!

”Never let your tears and sensitivity blind you. if someone hurt you, they showed you who they are. Stay strong and keep moving.”.  Don’t let others bring you down, never try to be someone you are not.   Always show your true self!


5 ways to be happy

1; Try to think of something that brings you happiness.
2; Go for a walk be in nature.

3; Give your time to someone who is in-need.
4;   Think about good memories.
5;  always love others!

Who is your best friend and why?  Is it because you have lots in common or is it that your best friend friend is always there when needed?   Best friends know when something is not going right in your world,  sometimes even before you tell them.   Someone who always has your back when life gets to hard for you to handle on your own.  Even though we think we can live life on own we can’t there are some time that we all will need to have somebody to talk to.  Having a friend like that is important!

“What we once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose for all that we deeply love becomes a part of us.”~ Helen Keller

There could never be enough love! This world is hurting for more love,  more comfort and hope!

Present-moment living, getting in touch with your ”now,” is at the heart of effective living. When you think about it, there really is no other moment you can live. Now is all there is, and the future is just another present moment to live when it arrives. One thing is certain, you cannot live it until it does appear.

~ Wayne Dyer

”If you accept the expectations of others, especially negative ones, then you never will change the outcome. -Michael Jordan”

”The happiest people don’t have the best of everything, they make the best of everything.”

 Happiness is not always having everything going right,  but knowing that you can get there!

Love is living, Love is necessary for happiness. The world needs more love!

”It is not how much you do, but how much love you put into the doing that matters. – Mother Teresa”

Sometimes you just need to be loved.
With out knowing why or how
you just would like someone to be there for you.
This is not too much to ask for,
life can get a little lonely and hard at times.
So let us always be willing to give love!

We all have had thought, if we were to take time to ourselves it’s bad.  It’s not,  we all sometimes need to have time for ourselves.   It’s part of life to want to never stop doing things for others.   But really if you are not happy you can’t be a support to someone who really needs you!


more from my old blog

”We all have had thought, if we were to take time to ourselves it’s bad.  It’s not,  we all sometimes need to have time for ourselves.   It’s part of life to want to never stop doing things for others.   But really if you are not happy you can’t be a support to someone who really needs you!’

”The world needs more love.  The world is full lonely hurt people,who do not feel love.  Don’t think that they are worth it!

Wrong,  everyone should not feel like they don’t matter.  Each person is special Needed !”


”There is something in doing something special for someone else,  that just makes you want to jump for joy!   Why doesn’t everyone see how much joy you can get just from doing something kind of a loved one?”

”Never be ashamed of who you are. You have to accept that not everyone is going to love you back, that’s why it’s most important to love yourself. It’s not about being what everyone wants you to be, it’s about being yourself and finding someone who truly loves you for what you are. The only thing that will make you happy is being happy with who you are and not who people think you are. If you always accept and be comfortable for your flaws, no one can ever use them against you. So don’t change just to please someone. Just be simple, original and unique in your own way.–”

Love yourself it’s most important important!  Each of us has a reason for living;  the way we do.   Hold love high and know that you are important!

Life is not always easy there will be times in everyone’s life;  that one day we think negatively its just the way life is.   Things may change in life that we don’t think we can fix this time in your life, you will get through this season.   Different season in your life can get stronger to help you thought the negative thoughts.

Thought of the day

We have things that we would like to change about ourselves; may be it’s the way you are with others;  but you are who you are, Important.

””Just don’t give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don’t think you can go wrong.” – Ella Fitzgerald ”  In life we should never give up on a dream; we all have something that we know it is what we are meant to do in our lifetime.   So just keep on going you can get there!

”Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light. – Albus Dumbledore”’

”Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, It is about learning to dance in the rain.”

‘A secret to happiness is letting every situation be what it is instead of what you think it should be, and then making the best of it. ”

One of the greatest achievements in life is understanding that everything happens for a reason;  the little moments can bring you so much joy.  When times get hard,  think of happy moments.

“The world s full of amazing people, people who want to take care of others. Although there are people who have no one why? Can’t we work together for those who need love? Love is the key to happiness!”

”Everything has a reason, hard times and good times. Even though the confusing days life is a journey for each of us. We all have our ways to get through the hard. So let’s give Love to everyone We can help!”

”Thinking, wondering. Wishing there was a way things, didn’t have change. Being thankful for things, time changing, can be so hard, but change can be good. Just got to let go.”

Something to think about.

”A good life is when you assume nothing, do more, need less, smile often, dream big, laugh a lot and realize how blessed you are”.
”Smile, even if it’s fake. Laugh, even if you hurt. Don’t let anyone get to you, you’re beautiful regardless of what anyone says to you.”

Dream big don’t want you can’t be good enough for what you dream.  Life is not always as easy as we would like it. Love like it is the way to a great life;  because when we have love nothing else matters!