Love through my Cerebral Palsy

All of my life I have been disabled.   I have to do so many things differently,  I move disabled I even talk differently.   Most of the people in my life have gotten to understand that even if you do things differently I still like to do everything,  I’m not afraid to try to do something than we can laugh at myself for thinking I could do it!  The people who I hold close see me before my Crazy CP as I like to call my disability. I have always needed to have help,  but my family and friends have always been supportive of my CP have never said I couldn’t do something just because I can’t walk.   Love has always been there  I have been through some hard times but knowing that I am loved is what has helped me become who I am today.   I love that I can help others, I think that’s because I have always felt loved.  Now I want to have the people who have been there for me,  I want to show them even more love.   I know how important love is,  so I am going to share it!

My Skye boy.

This week has been hard for me.   I lost my dog he was the best dog, he was my best friend and helper; he definitely knew when he was my aide dog. I still remember that first day when we were looking for a service dog.  My mom went to look at puppies and then brought some back to the van,  so I could pick out one but Skye came right up to me and gave me a puppy kiss he chose me!   It was so mean to be!   He was always by my side .  I would have to say ”Skye go” to not run over him.   After 14years its hard not to him.  P1020136

Great healing occurs when we are better able to love our darkness. We cannot dissect our nature and simply throw out the bad. When you try to dissect and dispose of parts of yourself, you become psychotic. Only butchers of the mind dissect; this is the brutality of dualism and reductionism. We are full spectrum beings, and just as white light is every colour, we must accept our full colours to shine as brightly. As a species, we are in crisis. Crisis is imbalance. We are in crisis because we have difficulty accepting our true nature. Only complete love can completely heal our fractures and our spiritual dementia. All healing starts with beginning to accept yourself and love yourself; even your flaws.

— Bryant McGill

Almost all real spirituality is about connecting with your truth. Who you are is an expression of your version of a Higher Power. You insult every version of a Higher Power in existence when you live falsely, timidly and out of accord with your awesomely unique truth. There are different levels of consciousness and awareness. Every discipline of religion and psychology has their own version of this stratification. There are varying levels of spirituality, emotional maturity, and intellectuality. These levels effectively isolate us from one another. The higher realms can see and visit the lower realms, but the lower realms have difficulty seeing or visiting the higher realms. Ascension through all levels of consciousness and awareness can only happen when you live life as you, and not how others think you should live. How could self-realization possibly be anything other than being yourself? Taking advice is fine; by all means, be open-minded, but not to the point of allowing others to obliterate your uniqueness. Evolving and bettering yourself is wonderful, but not if the set of standards and values you adopt smother you into oblivion in the process. Your uniqueness is the greatest gift you will ever receive in life. Your uniqueness is the master key that unlocks the hidden treasures of your lifetime. Who you are is indispensable to yourself and others. You are worthless to others if you don’t know your own self and self-worth. Claw your way out from your slumber. Look deeply within yourself; that is what they mean when they talk about “finding yourself” and “knowing yourself.” And once you find yourself — exert yourself unapologetically and unconditionally. Expand into the fullness of you. Dare to simply own the space of your body. Own your space! This is your life! Be you. There is one clear urgency in your life that you must never neglect, and that is — you must be yourself.

— Bryant McGill

Life can show you the people who really need to be loved.  When we realize how much that person means to you,its like you can not get the right words out to let them know how much love you have for him or her. Its easy to think about how much that person means to you,  but when it is necessary to express how much they are loved.   Its like the hardest thing to do .  Why?   Or when life changes for a loved one,  it can sometimes wake you up into realizing that things can change so much that you should always tell people how much they mean to you.  How do you show someone just how much love you have for them?

I love my life

Sometimes I forget how lucky I am.   I am disabled so what?   I have an amazing family that always looked at me and not my cerebral palsy,  and my amazing friendships they are all so important to me!   Who have each gave me something that only they could.   I am realizing that time does not last forever.  Everything has to change,  even the people who I hold close to my heart.   As I have said before,  you meet parents for a reason that only God knows how that friendship will change your life and only you that person will have a special relationship,  each person who in my life.

There are so many ways we can give to others,  my favorite is not ”something” but love.   Love is one thing that never changes.  Sometimes we just need to know that we are loved!   A relationship is what we all need someone to talk to,  someone that gets you even when you don’t forget understand why you are acting weird.  Relationships are so much more important than something you can ever buy!

”You can bless people through your very presence. Never underestimate the gifts and magic of you!”

Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They’re lonely. They’re missing somebody. They’re in love with someone they probably shouldn’t be in love with. They have secrets you wouldn’t believe. They wish and they dream and they hope, and they look out the window whenever they’re in the car or on a bus or a train and they watch people on the streets and wonder what they’ve been through. They wonder if there are people out there like them. They’re like you, and you could tell them everything and they would understand.And right now, they’re sitting here reading these words, and I’m writing this for you so you don’t feel alone anymore.
~Unknown Author

Find your voice. Your voice is the calling card that can never be lost. You have something to say that will open doors, inspire change, heal lives, create momentum, and attract abundance. Infuse your voice with energy, love and hope. Refuse to be silent about what really matters to you. Speak life and create possibility. Sing your unique tune and tell your own story. Know that your voice…your words…your life…matters!! You have GREATNESS within you! — Les Brown

Great information from the Quantum Healing Kryon/Lee Carroll

New Information About Healing:
The Human body is interesting. It is a piece of biology that is you, but it often seems to be in the other room. What I mean by this is that there is no real communication between you and your system. It is not designed to communicate with you, except through pain. That’s all. It is a one-dimensional aspect given to you early on so you would be able to survive – so you’d know if you were stepping on a hot coal, for instance. Or so you would know if something was hurting or poking you, in order to get away from it.

Pain seems negative and always a challenge. It’s one of your greatest gifts, however, since it keeps you out of trouble. It alerts you if something’s wrong… and that’s all you have as communication and it’s one way. You can’t talk back to it, or ask it questions.

Many of you have said, “That’s just the way it is. What am I going to do? The body cannot speak. It cannot say anything.” You’re right about that if you look at it on the surface.

In fact, this fact can actually work against you… no matter how enlightened you are. For instance, does it make sense to you that an enlightened body like you have, with the complexity that it has, would be silent in the face of a

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You might look at this whole Human body scenario and say, “What kind of a system is this? Is the body so dumb that it cannot even alert me to these important things that are going on in myself?” The answer is yes, if you measure this issue from a standpoint of what you have been taught… a very limited scope of view.

I’m here to tell you it is not that way at all. It never has been that way. You have always been able to go to certain levels in order to see what is happening inside, yet few do. It is the difference between accepting a three-dimensional historical idea or expanding your thinking to include something that many don’t even believe in. For years, kinesiology has bridged that gap of communication, yet how many use it? It’s an indictment of the law of logic, isn’t it? Here is something that has been proven over time to be something that allows the body to speak to you directly, yet it has not been generally accepted by humanity? Why? Because it’s out of the scope of what you have learned is possible. This, therefore, is the issue today.

Every piece of DNA has a field around it. Every piece of DNA is next to another piece of DNA, and a field surrounds a field surrounds a field. In addition, it is all grouped, not strung out like in your diagrams. I’ll tell you what that does. It creates a oneness of consciousness. Have you ever wondered why it is in the esoteric world that you can speak to your body as one, yet there are trillions of pieces of it?

Within the DNA is a spiritual component. In the DNA is a piece of God, a piece of home. In the DNA, there’s a quantumness of reality. Within the DNA, as my partner stated, there is intelligent design. The field that is around DNA has been observed and proven by science to be interdimensional. One piece against the other against another creates an interlocking, overlapping interdimensional field that has one address to the universe… and your name on it.

What I am saying to you is that it is a whole body experience when you begin to speak to your body. You don’t have to address your toe or your elbow. For you will address all of it at once because it’s listening all at once. Think of it as one whole body experience because the DNA overlaps; the fields overlap, and those overlapping fields create a larger field that creates even a larger field. By the time you get trillions of them together, literally, that field is something you project with focus and it’s called esoteric light. Meanwhile, it also serves for personal healing. It is ready to “listen to the boss.” My partner touched on this attribute earlier. You don’t really believe that you can speak to your cells. The truth is that you can, and they have always been listening. Think about that!

The fact is that you have total and complete communications in an interdimensional way with this massive DNA field. You are it, and it is you, but if you’ve never spoken to it, it will go its own way. Trillions of pieces of DNA are there, ready to hear you, yet you never even talked to them! You just hope they operate well and if they don’t, you get pain.

As we have told you before, you have been born into a culture and system that carries all sensory attributes and spiritual enlightenment in the head, never understanding that every piece of the body is enlightened. Therefore, you walk around “in your head,” hoping your toe works, hoping your kidney works, hoping your heart survives. You never think that you might be able to actually address these things, or change them. Yet they have been there waiting for you all your life! Now I call this, “your body listening to the boss,” for DNA waits for you to speak to it through your own consciousness. There is an enlightened attribute in your DNA… you would call it your Higher-Self, perhaps.

 Posted 4/29/14

Confidence

Self confidence is something we all could work on.   We often times don’t think we are good enough to do or be a change in the world.  The things that we think we can make a change in,  we should just go for it why do we care about what others think.  If you know you can make a change, we just do it!

“I am confident because I can admit who I am, what I’ve done, and love myself for who I’ve become.”
Author Unknown

 

Stay connected with people who inspire, nourish and bring out the best in you. It takes time to pull yourself together and to heal if you’ve been hurt, humiliated, or become emotionally broken because of what you’ve gone through. You can become disconnected with the real you and forget who you really are. It’s necessary to read, listen and focus on positive things. Things that strengthen your mind, develop your confidence and fortify your spirit. Create a strategy that will allow yourself to rid your life of people whose only intention is to strip, destroy, or take you down. Be aware that there are certain situations that are just not good for you. Make a conscious, deliberate effort to focus your mind exclusively on things that will build you up, give you hope and expand the possibilities in all dimensions of your life. You have the capacity and the ability to rebuild your life. What you have gone through can be used to develop another part of yourself. Stay connected with positive people with the knowledge that you will get through this. You have something special. You have GREATNESS within you! — Les Brown

“To make a difference in someone’s world, you don’t have to be amazing, rich, talented beautiful, or perfect. You just have to be you and care.”

You just have to show that you care; it seems like these days we don’t think about others as much as we should.   But when we take the time to help support someone else, we oftentimes find it to be more joyful then anything else!