Sadness how do you get through it? We all go through depression or if you don’t want to call it that because there is so much negative ideas about around depression that if you have it; you don’t want to say it. When you know if people knew maybe if they knew it wouldn’t be so hard but nobody understands that depression is an sickness. But they don’t know how to help; when really you could use love and understanding.
I am someone who knows what it feels like to be the odd one the different kind of person; or the person who’s their disability makes others see you one way but to my disability is not that bad. I am more than what others see at first; I love more than anything else making a difference in someone else’s life but if you talk to me you may not be able to understand me. I have always looked at the things I couldn’t do and found a way to do them. Never say I can’t! I have done a lot which people thought I couldn’t do and I still keep going like I don’t care about what others think! I have had a lot of people who have been there for me and also people who wouldn’t mind seeing me not do anything. But they helped me to want to show them otherwise! I have worked with children who are disabled, I have been a baby-sitter. I have always am ready to do things for others. I wanted to be a psychologist to be there and help others; because knowing that there are people hunting or wanting to end their lives because they fell alone and depressed, it’s just make think how much I can do. I might not make a huge difference but maybe I can help one person. It’s not about what I get out of it but being a difference for someone else! There is so much sadness and hurt that war fighting every day is all we hear; not support or love. Love and support is what L is 4 Love: Z’s Mentoring Services will be about, disabilities, depression and others differences because that is where my heart is.
People and time can change. But true friendship, family love does not no matter what you do! Money, things are important but only if you have love and know who you are! Do you love yourself? Or did other people make you not? People think differently is weird looking it’s not right, but guess what everyone is different and I think it’s amazing! Just as a sown fake they are all so different even if we can’t tell. Why are we so worried about standing out when we know it’s better! I still a times where I don’t like my CP; because I get the weird looks as if I was a child, and I have to work harder to show people that it is just a physical disability! But I do anything like you! This is why I love to write and help others who are different and don’t think they are worth it. Being different is awesome!
Somethings you can’t get through without love!
May be your life is going on a hard road
Maybe you’re in a dark place where you don’t want to feel loved or worth it,
Someone who loves the way you are.
You think about all you are going through
Maybe no one wants to go through it with. You are wrong! You are so worth more than you think!
Times when you don’t think that love is there, it is!
you are so worth so much more! There is only one you!
Loving each other is the greatest gift! I could not tell you anything else but not everyone feels that way these days. These days you hear about war, fighting, and people who are alone; there are so many things that if you are hurting you don’t want to give love. There is so much hurt in our days now that it’s all we hear; not about what gong good. To me it’s not right, I know I have my days where I get upset towards things I know that are going to help if I get mad at it, like it would make a difference if I get mad. Than realizing that didn’t help also it’s not what I am, but wanting to be heard it just happens! Thinking about the feelings when I get like that just because I have something to say and I feel like I can’t, I know we all have things that hurt us may be more than we realize; maybe we have pushed the hurt down to where we have forgotten that it is still effecting you. I don’t know if that’s why we do love like we could why we feel that hurting others will help. I want to make a difference in others lives but I still get upset at things I shouldn’t!
Having a physical disability but just physical can be hard there is so many thoughts that people who see somebody like me. I am not saying that any kind of disability is not hard but for me in what I have done and what I see most of the time it’s not easy. My CP is just physical but others who don’t know me think it’s more, and that so gets to me every time, even though I know it’s coming! Do you feel like that? I think even if you don’t have a disability you can get that. So how do you not let it got to you? Love you are first, knowing that there are people who need you, who love you for you! Tried to not let them put you down isn’t easy without knowing you have a family and friends who don’t judge you.
How do we find hope or find the way out of the darkness? Do you feel as if you can’t get to a happy place? Let out how you are feeling maybe to family or someone close, even just write about the feelings you have maybe just that will help. Looking in yourself may do more than what you think it could. Writing everything down could help you to not let what others tell you to bring you down. Knowing that you can get everything out and no one will see until you can ready.
Do you believe in angels? Do you see it in in others? Maybe it’s crazy be I think that they are around us in the times we really need something to go good. Look around you will see them!
February is my favorite mouth because it’s all about love which is my word. The best feeling, the most important thing that we can give and get! And maybe even hard to give sometimes but so wroth it! It’s the one reason I do this; helping others. I have had a few hard things had this week and I kind of took it all harder than I normally would have, it just means for a little while I have to do things differently. At first I was not happy or acting like I would; I wanted it fixed right then, just as if I couldn’t life without that one thing but now as I look at the way I acted I feel so selfish! I have otter ways in which I can talk to others, I didn’t need to act that way; mostly it was because I didn’t think it send love though text to people who I always am there for. I wasn’t thinking about the other things that can help me do that! Yes it makes my life easier but really I can do without for a few days there are more important things I cannot live without like giving love to others.